Mixed Emotions

You never told me I looked pretty,
I loved seeing your name light up on my phone,
I know there are better boys in this city.
Next weekend you had big plans to take me home.
When together, you always seemed bored,
Those friday nights when you held my hand,
That night I was crying, I was ignored.
And the summer nights, toes in the sand.
I started to not feel wanted,
The first boy I truly had feelings for,
I used to be the girl you flaunted.
I've never liked anyone more.

Mixed emotions towards the end,
I cannot lie I really miss my friend.
A broken heart as tears run down my face,
I wanted this too but the pain is hard to erase.

Time will heal... so I wait.