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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

keep going

used to be so selfish and didn't even know
learned so many things now and i can thank you
trying so much and it is actually working
i like who i am becoming
ashamed it took me this long
and it's going to take me a while

Monday, January 23, 2012

Kids These Days

I hate how the world is changing for worst.
I remember when feeling rebellious in 9th grade
was not doing your homework.
Kids these days.

Thursday, January 19, 2012

Truth


Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Complication

As humans, our jobs in life are to survive and reproduce. Now think about how complicated we've made things.

Sunday, January 15, 2012

more of a point than less

i was hoping someone else would post relatively soon so that weird skin thing wouldn't be the first post on this little blog but the thing is....people don't post very often around here or these days so instead of counting on that i am here to say
happiness is happiness
lets all be happy

you are never alone

For as long as i can remember i have had problems. Specifically, relevant to this blog post, is finger nail/skin issues. I clip my nails as short as possible. I enjoy it. It is an addiction. I like the way it looks and feels even though it hurts a lot as well. There is a certain satisfaction you get while you do it that just makes it enjoyable. The more you do it, the shorter and shorter you can get it, gross i know. My fingers look horrible. Disgusting really. There is always hang nails and loose skin. I can't handle it so i am always clipping them. I clip not only the nails but the skin around them too. Not just the hang nails either, all the skin. I lose track of time when i do it. I don't even notice when I start, it is subconscious and once you start they are never perfect and the skin is always uneven so there is always an opportunity to keep going and you just never stop. My fingers ooze blood a lot when i go too deep then I have to wrap band aids around all my fingers. I end up hurting myself and I can't touch things in a certain way or else it feels funny right after. They look the worst when they are wet and that is one of the main times I will do it. I was just thinking about this and i thought what a weird problem i must be a strange girl. welcome to the internet and google. turns out this problem is completely normal! i am normal! weeee! well normal as in apparently a lot of people do this. i just read all the forums about it. hahahahaha.
"Is it true that finger biting can lead to insanity? So many people have told me you go crazy but Idk what to believe." -skinpick.com (don't go there, it is nasty)
I would post more of what people said but it is truly disturbing. Talking about how rewarding the big chunks of skin are over the little tidbits.....no idea what they are talking about.......okay. wow.
In Conclusion, I have OCD Compulsive Skin Picking (Dermatillomania). cool! i have never had anything like this before. this is so awesome! i am going to tell all my friends! maybe i will post it as my status right now! yay! and i am not alone. you are never alone. hey guys remember that