Nothing but Gravel

I never realized how much I would miss the backroads.

The unfinished edges and no line to divide the lanes,

having to slow down so another car can squeeze by,

blasting and singing country songs as I cruise,

Not a worry in the world, time to think and appreciate.

It's one of the great, small things in life.

anything these days

these are days

the people are around

and will believe anything these days

you can't believe something you hear only from one person

i only believe it if two people say it

this way the information is pretty safe

always check again

always check again

\/\/3!R|)

The more things change, the more they change. Something feels strange. It's not the same. All a mind game. Am I the only one who is sane? Nah, I'm just playin'. I'm just like the rest of them.

Belated

731 days and no one makes time to post.

Like bad parents, who forget what they love most.

Yesterday marked two strong years of writing,

new places, journeys and stories, how exciting.

This post is to wish IC a happy belated birthday

and to the uglies, a merry and joyful holiday.

learning is magic

1. blue corn tortilla chips are superior. they give you more energy or something. (says the crazy lady, but i believe in her)

2. tall skinny guys are all knowing. it comes along with those genes

3. to carbonate stuff you just shoot the gas in and the pressure then allows you to have bubbles run down your neck.

my head is dominating

i did not understand the plea

"i am changing" he said faintly

silence as i walked away

and i came back the very next day

he was gone the cave was empty

written on the wall was the number three

i remembered his story he told before

he must have left to win a war

if he doesn't succeed he owns the sea

otherwise he will be free

he doesn't need my help

i am going anyways

i have nothing else to do

An Apology

Just don't feel the butterflies,

As you continue to do all the right things.

Creating excuses, I continue to say no

Kisses only lead you in the wrong direction.

betrayed

I am part of a group.

We are traveling together.

I step on the escalator.

I look back and the others are not getting on.

They are laughing on solid ground.

what the heck

hourglass

It floats in the air. I assume it is for me, because no one i know talks about it. It consumes me. I look away. I will have to hide it from myself and keep it a secret. The grains accumulate. Each drop brings him closer and pushes us apart. I could just lay it on it's side. Does that change something? I am too scared to try, i don't want to ruin anything else. I think i'll just keep watching. Plus when it is gone i can just flip it over? Why isn't the sand pink? And how does that just float there? That is amazing.

Options

This will either be the best decision of my life, or the biggest mistake of my life. Either way I know that I'm making the right choice.

A Funny Man

A near blackout-drunk man gave me some advice once. Inspirational really. He told me that you can be whatever you want to be if you put your mind to it. If you try hard enough, you can even be a Pokemon. He said that if he really wanted to he could be Pikachu. If this man can become Pikachu, anything is possible. Dream big uglies. 

Random shiz from my mind

The most unexpected help can be the most beneficial. The fact that we needed to create gyms to get exercise is proof of how fat the world is. I wish I lived in tribal Africa. It’s easy to say follow your heart, what’s hard is deciphering what is coming from your heart and what is coming from your head. Coffee is bad. Bad bad bad. But I love it. Mwahaha. Focus on the now. I wish I had gold nail polish. I'm not doubting my abilities, I'm questioning where my heart lies. I need to eat more vegetables. I'm afraid of not living the life I dreamed of. I should be working on essays. I can't wait until Christmas. Am I immature? Why are the font color choices so dull anymore? This is getting stupid. I should just stop and click publish. 

should you clear out old drafts? (march 29th or something woah)

well, the followers are creating quite the riot... hate was thrown on the recent flow of more poemy deep stuff. the dumb and random style of this little blog is missed. so this one goes out to the fans.

I will press some random keys on this board to the beat of Someday by Flipsyde as I sing.

Confidence: the key. THE best quote i have heard in all of my days.
“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” -Marianne Williamson

Sarcasm: If you don't know how to use it, don't. You are good, if your people can't tell if you are using it or not. If it is obvious, you are just annoying.
Life is a Mind game: Your mind is the most powerful tool you are given. It controls everything, and if you control it then you are free.
Change: is a path to .
Imagine: if you could still be awake while you were sleeping. did you know ants don't sleep?
Be a friend: Get a Back. Even people I do not like i want to back them when their "real" friends don't.
Wave Hello: there are 27 random strangers tomorrow that you see/pass/sit next to everyday, but you have never said hello. you know them, they know you, but you don't know who they are. unexpected hellos are refreshing and nothing bad can come from a smile! :) i am so cute.

peoples laughs ARE so funny

do something.