Did I Leave Enough?

Here it is, I never thought it would come
Looking back now, What have I done
I can’t leave yet, Even though I’m ready
I didn’t leave enough, Little worth remembering

It was my fault , I’m rushing around trying to heal
Finishing touches not complete , I thought I was but I wasn’t real
The things I must do, It’s almost too late
But I have enough , Once I’m gone none remains

I want to run away , But it doesn’t feel right
It’s not time , What I never did, now I might
The things I never did or said, The things I never gave
The ones who needed me , And the ones I never saved

The time I wasted , I can’t replay
I’ll fix everything now, If there’s a way
The opportunities I missed, I promise I’m sorry
The doors I wouldn’t open, I know you’ll forgive me

I was scared, I have changed
Please help me a little, And I’ll do what’s in range
They might forget, But I will not
What they never found, And what they taught

I’ll never have the chance, Once I leave this town
It’s now or never, I’m letting out what I kept deep down
Tell me I made a difference, But you don’t have to lie
Tell me this time meant something, Before I have to say goodbye