Love is a feeling, not a thought

My head thinks. And my heart feels. But they often get confused. 
Love is weird and hard and easy and confusing and effortless all at the same time. It's something you just have to feel and not think. You can't love someone because it's logical or because it's "good for you". You just love who you love. And that connection and bond is more special and more powerful than words can explain. Even if it doesn't always make sense. Even if it's not always perfect. Love is something that everyone deserves and not something to throw away.

A Not So Simple Poem

Conflicted feelings,

As your name lights up my phone.

The typical 2 AM text.

Vodka hazes my reply,

Forcing my heart to scream

And my brain to whisper.

Long Lost Love

One foot then the other,

A rhythmic, steady pattern.

Once so natural,

Slowly becoming harder

as the love quickly fades