when I can't sleep I get philosophical...

That which you exude is what you surround yourself with. Positivity, knowledge, kindness. Let yours flood your surroundings and spill onto others. If you act out the best in you, you will attract the best in others.

Tiresome words

Concrete words endlessly repeating in my head,
make them stop.
Interleaved with memories,
making them harder to forget.
F r e e  me from the past.

buy your own condoms

Currently, the Boston College student body is up in arms about the fact the the sexual health safety organization has been banned from giving out condoms like they usually do. This debate has been driving me crazy. BOSTON COLLEGE IS A CATHOLIC SCHOOL. In the Catholic religion, premarital sex is a sin. I don't see why it would be any shocker that the school wouldn't want to give out condoms so that students can have casual sex. If you want to have sex... buy your own condoms. If you can't afford them, chances are you can't afford having a child either so don't have sex. Simple as that. The fact that people are petitioning to have to the school continue to give out condoms is ridiculous. Just had to get this rant off my chest. People these days.

Lyrical

Over analytical

highly nonpolitical

this moment is critical.

Irregularly radical

unusually typical

remarkably logical

a little bit magical.

Opposite of cynical

occasionally hypocritical

at the pinnacle

no other identical.

Awake

I hear those dumb notes

The same ones every morning

They are the same

And I never like them

I should change them

Am I too lazy?

Or too forgetful?

I roll out of bed

I am a zombie

I am a robot

I am controlled

Controlled by notes

They drive me

To their own destruction 

Maybe I'll learn next time

Same mistakes. Different Day.

waking my senses

A clock ticks in my basement

Hidden among boxes and furniture

Only heard during times of silence

Constant and steady like a heartbeat

Always been there, but I'm just noticing

It's stability puts me at ease

It never fails

I know it's there even when I can't hear it

It may have seemed like a nuisance

Until I appreciated it for what it truly was

who will let you in?

here are the souls

behind the doors

they peek through the hole

their eyes see the world

the world cannot see inside
unless the door is unlocked